I'm listening to Do They Know It's Christmas Time by Band Aid now. Christmas is coming soon, so better get ready man.
But on a another note, it talks about hungry people in the world. Apparently there's this hawker that fries and sells so much chye tow kuay in a $2 package, I think many couldn't finish it, even myself. So throw away right? And on Friday, at bugis street i saw an elderly woman roaming the hawker centre. She ate the plate of CTK that was left over.
In Singapore, I don't think it's as drastic as Ethopia or Uganda, but seeing sights like this sure wrenches your heart. If she asked me cash for dinner, i would have given it to her. But I guess they have their own form of pride too.
If I see her again, I wanna pass her some money. Haha. I know I will eat there again someday. Maybe what Lynnette said had alot of truth, that children these days care only for themselves, and abandon their parents..
Monday, July 31, 2006
Friday, July 28, 2006
Sometimes, this simplest things in life gets you going.
I was scrolling through my handphone, and I've got to say I'm a sentimental guy. I keep SMSes of encouragement that was sent to me. If u did somewhere along those lines, I would have kept i in my limited space of my phone, or written in a small book which has tons of it. Cause encouragement fuels the soul where self worth is lacking in certain areas.
I was reading some of them from a particular person, and I'm so thankful for such a wonderful friend that I've found. It's not easy in this day and age to catch someone who absolutely appreciates you just for who you are.
I was scrolling through my handphone, and I've got to say I'm a sentimental guy. I keep SMSes of encouragement that was sent to me. If u did somewhere along those lines, I would have kept i in my limited space of my phone, or written in a small book which has tons of it. Cause encouragement fuels the soul where self worth is lacking in certain areas.
I was reading some of them from a particular person, and I'm so thankful for such a wonderful friend that I've found. It's not easy in this day and age to catch someone who absolutely appreciates you just for who you are.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
I believe in 24-hr miracles. I really do.
If you're a non-christian, read on. I have seven surprises for you. I promise it won't be boring.
Cries to God are always precious to Him. The cry of faith pleases God like nothing else. He answers them like you wouldn't believe it.
Why do I say so?
1) I cried out to God when my bag got stolen in Jurong Point. Within 2 hours, I got it back. The policeman found it.
2) I cried out to God for increased capacity in my ministry. Within 8 hrs, I was asked if I could play for a service as a drummer. Within 12 hours, I was asked to step in for a drummer due to an emergency.
3) I cried out to God to enhance my relationships with some people. Within an hour, I got an sms that shocked me, positively.
4) I cried out to God, asking Him to use me and my band in a mighty way as we played for a song in a competition. Within 6 hrs, we won the competition, and we were asked to send a demo recording of our song. FIR is interested in it.
5) My friend cried out to God for a permanent job. Within 12 hrs, she got approved for a job through an interview.
6) My friend lost a laptop in a cab. He cried out to God for the taxi driver to return it. Within 24 hours, he got it back.
Though the next is a 48 hour miracle, but to me it's one of the best I've had.
7) I cried out to God when I don't know how to study for a subject. Less than 48 hours till the exam, and I knew so little i couldn't do the past year papers. Within 4 hrs, I felt His peace. Within 48 hours, I got a B for that same subject.
You got the point now? =)
Behold, I am the LORD, the God of all flesh. Is there anything too hard for Me?
Jeremiah 32:37
If you're a non-christian, read on. I have seven surprises for you. I promise it won't be boring.
Cries to God are always precious to Him. The cry of faith pleases God like nothing else. He answers them like you wouldn't believe it.
Why do I say so?
1) I cried out to God when my bag got stolen in Jurong Point. Within 2 hours, I got it back. The policeman found it.
2) I cried out to God for increased capacity in my ministry. Within 8 hrs, I was asked if I could play for a service as a drummer. Within 12 hours, I was asked to step in for a drummer due to an emergency.
3) I cried out to God to enhance my relationships with some people. Within an hour, I got an sms that shocked me, positively.
4) I cried out to God, asking Him to use me and my band in a mighty way as we played for a song in a competition. Within 6 hrs, we won the competition, and we were asked to send a demo recording of our song. FIR is interested in it.
5) My friend cried out to God for a permanent job. Within 12 hrs, she got approved for a job through an interview.
6) My friend lost a laptop in a cab. He cried out to God for the taxi driver to return it. Within 24 hours, he got it back.
Though the next is a 48 hour miracle, but to me it's one of the best I've had.
7) I cried out to God when I don't know how to study for a subject. Less than 48 hours till the exam, and I knew so little i couldn't do the past year papers. Within 4 hrs, I felt His peace. Within 48 hours, I got a B for that same subject.
You got the point now? =)
Behold, I am the LORD, the God of all flesh. Is there anything too hard for Me?
Jeremiah 32:37
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Yesterday night was fun! I was out celebrating my friendship with 3 people i know since forever started.
Friendships are so fragile. Discords that forms have to be resolved fast. Or else it festers and ruins the relationship. I'm glad that through all these years, we have never let anything ruin this with misunderstandings or pettiness. Joel, once again you were my budd when I needed one. Chuiling, you especially have a big heart for people u know.
Yesterday's KTV was good, I was waking up to the tune of David Tao's Tian Tian. Strange considering that I mainly listen to english songs. Maybe it had hit a chord in me.
I had this nightmare last night. It wasn't anything scary or a monster- filled adventure. But I saw someone who I know, and am so familiar with, she changed a 180 degrees to another person that I no longer knew. I was staring on and I couldn't believe it.
To know someone change so much is a nightmare for me, cause I usually associate change with going downhill in character and morality. Don't ask me why, I've seen enough in real life to tell you that. People fall more than they rise up. It's sad is n't it? How I wish I could do something about it. But I know God can.
Ben, you have fought your odds, and rised up like never before conquering your mountains with painful decisions. Where people back slided, he bounced back and made an impact on his odds.
Guard what is pure and undefiled in your heart. Your thoughts are the network of your soul. When it's challenged by temptation, hold on to the cross. And you can only become happier.
Friendships are so fragile. Discords that forms have to be resolved fast. Or else it festers and ruins the relationship. I'm glad that through all these years, we have never let anything ruin this with misunderstandings or pettiness. Joel, once again you were my budd when I needed one. Chuiling, you especially have a big heart for people u know.
Yesterday's KTV was good, I was waking up to the tune of David Tao's Tian Tian. Strange considering that I mainly listen to english songs. Maybe it had hit a chord in me.
I had this nightmare last night. It wasn't anything scary or a monster- filled adventure. But I saw someone who I know, and am so familiar with, she changed a 180 degrees to another person that I no longer knew. I was staring on and I couldn't believe it.
To know someone change so much is a nightmare for me, cause I usually associate change with going downhill in character and morality. Don't ask me why, I've seen enough in real life to tell you that. People fall more than they rise up. It's sad is n't it? How I wish I could do something about it. But I know God can.
Ben, you have fought your odds, and rised up like never before conquering your mountains with painful decisions. Where people back slided, he bounced back and made an impact on his odds.
Guard what is pure and undefiled in your heart. Your thoughts are the network of your soul. When it's challenged by temptation, hold on to the cross. And you can only become happier.
Friday, July 21, 2006
This is Sherlyn, our frontline singer! I love the silouette at the back, it absolutely mortifyingly rocks. What a sight.
Jason, the bassist for the hour. I got to know him 3 yrs ago. From the prominent band Dream Factory as well as your favorite band Trio.
There is the man, Cheng Jun. He wrote the song, and his face oozes with the groove of rock. That's what its all about!~Talentime Emerge 2006~
~Break Free~
~Written by Wong Cheng Jun~
WHAT I"VE LEARNT FROM FLEA
I was watching Flea from the Red Hot Chilli Peppers. I've learnt so much from him. His insights have lead me to rediscover what it really means to be a musician. Mervyn, thanks for lending me the DVD. Though overdue in time, I thought I needed a few moments from those precious insights.
He said something that really shocked me.
"You cannot be a good musician if you do not have a pure love for what is beautiful."
That was the exact quote. He went on to say that if we have anything evil or vile that's disturbing us, not having the right thoughts about somebody, the soul of the person can't produce a touch that sounds pure and undefiled. How true this is! If we do not love people from the deepest pits of our hearts, we can't get our own sound out, because he understands that love connects with people, not noise.
And this was from a guy who I believe got involved with drugs and fights in the past. He's cleaned up his mess, and he is absolutely soaring in his career.
He ended off by saying:
"In whatever you do, be true to yourself. If u have to the funniest clown, do it to the best you know. If u want to be the best rock smashing guitarist, do it to the best you can. Just be true to yourself."
And immediately, I thought about the music that I liked but never had the chance to do. I absolutely love 80s and 90s music. It's very me. I grew so much in music because of this influence. I really wanted to do a gig that just played the 90s. It's very me. And before that, I approached Jonathan to do a gig with me that I wanted to include 90s music. I know we share the same frequency, and I'm so glad to have found such a friend. I have to find a connection with my roots, I was getting frustrated.
As a drummer, I feel that being true to myself is really about playing songs like Earth Wind and Fire's After the love has gone, or Don Henley's The end of the innocence. People may say that.. oh don't u think it's too old? Why not top 40s? Go with the flow and impress people la. But I say to them...
I produce my own sound with what I like and what I do best. That itself is better than any top 40 song you could ask for. And that's my best gift to you. Not an imitator of a sound. But a sound from my own soul.
I was watching Flea from the Red Hot Chilli Peppers. I've learnt so much from him. His insights have lead me to rediscover what it really means to be a musician. Mervyn, thanks for lending me the DVD. Though overdue in time, I thought I needed a few moments from those precious insights.
He said something that really shocked me.
"You cannot be a good musician if you do not have a pure love for what is beautiful."
That was the exact quote. He went on to say that if we have anything evil or vile that's disturbing us, not having the right thoughts about somebody, the soul of the person can't produce a touch that sounds pure and undefiled. How true this is! If we do not love people from the deepest pits of our hearts, we can't get our own sound out, because he understands that love connects with people, not noise.
And this was from a guy who I believe got involved with drugs and fights in the past. He's cleaned up his mess, and he is absolutely soaring in his career.
He ended off by saying:
"In whatever you do, be true to yourself. If u have to the funniest clown, do it to the best you know. If u want to be the best rock smashing guitarist, do it to the best you can. Just be true to yourself."
And immediately, I thought about the music that I liked but never had the chance to do. I absolutely love 80s and 90s music. It's very me. I grew so much in music because of this influence. I really wanted to do a gig that just played the 90s. It's very me. And before that, I approached Jonathan to do a gig with me that I wanted to include 90s music. I know we share the same frequency, and I'm so glad to have found such a friend. I have to find a connection with my roots, I was getting frustrated.
As a drummer, I feel that being true to myself is really about playing songs like Earth Wind and Fire's After the love has gone, or Don Henley's The end of the innocence. People may say that.. oh don't u think it's too old? Why not top 40s? Go with the flow and impress people la. But I say to them...
I produce my own sound with what I like and what I do best. That itself is better than any top 40 song you could ask for. And that's my best gift to you. Not an imitator of a sound. But a sound from my own soul.
Hahaha, I think my previous blog has stirred some eyes up. It's always good to take things within a full context, or else thoughts will wander. Hahaha. It was fun though. =D
This space is for the drummer who aspires to play and do bigger. This is for a specific person reading this. Read on, and u know it's speaking to you.
Thank you for your concern you gave me. I never forgot the "Falling in between" CD you have given me for my birthday. Haha. For someone with little pocket money at your age, I knew you were giving down from your heart. It was one of the most expensive gift I received in my eyes.
'A' levels are the most important things to a student of ur age. You should study hard, and I know u do. Increase ur capacity, consider other things that you might do to make ur JC package a meaningful one. About the Grade 8 thing, go consider it, pray about it, and who knows, u might get a sponsorship from ur parents. I think as a drumming musician, a balance of academic qualifications and portfolio really helps. Think about it.
With that said, I was listening to Earth Wind and Fire's After The Love Has Gone. It's a nice song. With so many transpositions I have no idea what that amounts to. But it sure sounds good!
It's a pity they don't have Water and Heart, if not they can call for Captain Planet don't you think?
This space is for the drummer who aspires to play and do bigger. This is for a specific person reading this. Read on, and u know it's speaking to you.
Thank you for your concern you gave me. I never forgot the "Falling in between" CD you have given me for my birthday. Haha. For someone with little pocket money at your age, I knew you were giving down from your heart. It was one of the most expensive gift I received in my eyes.
'A' levels are the most important things to a student of ur age. You should study hard, and I know u do. Increase ur capacity, consider other things that you might do to make ur JC package a meaningful one. About the Grade 8 thing, go consider it, pray about it, and who knows, u might get a sponsorship from ur parents. I think as a drumming musician, a balance of academic qualifications and portfolio really helps. Think about it.
With that said, I was listening to Earth Wind and Fire's After The Love Has Gone. It's a nice song. With so many transpositions I have no idea what that amounts to. But it sure sounds good!
It's a pity they don't have Water and Heart, if not they can call for Captain Planet don't you think?
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Disclaimer
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I guess the secrets' out...
I'm crazy about Pamela!!
Yes, that's the girl I've been after all along.
Unknown to so many.... I was blown away by her looks for 5 years. Flabberghasted. Stunned. She's a good girl. Period.
And so, I decided to write a song about Pamela. It became a hit single in the Grammy award winning album. The drummer is awesomatically the best drummer in the world. The shuffles he does, its world- class mind- blowing stuff. Give it up for my brother, Jeff Porcaro!
~On what Steve Lukather might say~
You are the best musicians in the market today!!! I attended your concert 10 weeks back. It's amazing! They say its an uncles' band, but surely I just love the licks and chops and fills and whatever comes out from those instruments. Im a Toto fan!! AHHH!!!!
~On what Gabriel, the author of this blog, has said~
PAMELA - TOTO
Side by side, I'll be yours forever
Rain or shine, any kind of weather
There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you
Let's take what's getting old and make it new
Oh, eye to eye, it's a blinding confrontation
You and I, we're a deadly combination
So don't start mixing truth with jealousy
The road we're on is clear as far as I can see
Pamela, don't break this heart of mine
Just remember, it may not heal this time
Pamela, there is no second chance, for the one who leaves it all behind
Black and white always go together
Day and night you're the precious jewel I treasure
Wanting every part of you is not a crime
Or could it be that you're the one who's wrong this time
Pamela, don't break this heart of mine
Just remember, it may not heal this time
Pamela, there is no second chance, for the one who leaves it all behind
All that I love (all that I love)
Thousands of miles away, but always in my heart
Pamela, don't break this heart of mine
Just remember, it may not heal this time
Pamela, there is no second chance, for the one who leaves it all behind
Viewer discretion is advised. The blog will not be held liable for any injury or death whilst reading the stated page. You are advised to stop scrolling should you find the "Disclaimer" offensive in itself.
I guess the secrets' out...
I'm crazy about Pamela!!
Yes, that's the girl I've been after all along.
Unknown to so many.... I was blown away by her looks for 5 years. Flabberghasted. Stunned. She's a good girl. Period.
And so, I decided to write a song about Pamela. It became a hit single in the Grammy award winning album. The drummer is awesomatically the best drummer in the world. The shuffles he does, its world- class mind- blowing stuff. Give it up for my brother, Jeff Porcaro!
~On what Steve Lukather might say~
You are the best musicians in the market today!!! I attended your concert 10 weeks back. It's amazing! They say its an uncles' band, but surely I just love the licks and chops and fills and whatever comes out from those instruments. Im a Toto fan!! AHHH!!!!
~On what Gabriel, the author of this blog, has said~
PAMELA - TOTO
Side by side, I'll be yours forever
Rain or shine, any kind of weather
There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you
Let's take what's getting old and make it new
Oh, eye to eye, it's a blinding confrontation
You and I, we're a deadly combination
So don't start mixing truth with jealousy
The road we're on is clear as far as I can see
Pamela, don't break this heart of mine
Just remember, it may not heal this time
Pamela, there is no second chance, for the one who leaves it all behind
Black and white always go together
Day and night you're the precious jewel I treasure
Wanting every part of you is not a crime
Or could it be that you're the one who's wrong this time
Pamela, don't break this heart of mine
Just remember, it may not heal this time
Pamela, there is no second chance, for the one who leaves it all behind
All that I love (all that I love)
Thousands of miles away, but always in my heart
Pamela, don't break this heart of mine
Just remember, it may not heal this time
Pamela, there is no second chance, for the one who leaves it all behind
Hahaha. This is amazing.. My mind ran in circles thinking of people I who meant alot to me. And somehow this person slipped my mind. How could I... but I'm only human. This space is specially dedicated to her.
She was my ex cell member from a long time back since 2001. Before that, I don't really know her, cause we always tend to go home immediately after cell groups. It was late at night anyway. But our paths crossed very often after I got into NTU. I have not enjoyed a friend's company more than her, even though she's from a faculty a zillion years away. You are sincere, bubbly, cheerful and honest in what you do. You really love people... I know you do. You would even give me a surprise for my birthday by slipping a gift into my bag on my birthday. How could I forget that? That was the best thing that could have happened to me that day. Your words of encouragement has been lasting on the birthday card.
Once, you dropped an easter egg into my locker. I also asked you if u left ur egg there. Hahaha! Wha, I never knew it was for me lor... But still you really caught me blur. You're one person who I can share alot of my thoughts with. And there were times u would mumble ur academic woes to me. I cannot remember how many times I went up to you and disturb you with lame stuff and u counter it with ur own sense of lameness. Hahahaha. To all my readers out there: I'm proud to present to you.... Lim Lilian!
Hehehehe
She was my ex cell member from a long time back since 2001. Before that, I don't really know her, cause we always tend to go home immediately after cell groups. It was late at night anyway. But our paths crossed very often after I got into NTU. I have not enjoyed a friend's company more than her, even though she's from a faculty a zillion years away. You are sincere, bubbly, cheerful and honest in what you do. You really love people... I know you do. You would even give me a surprise for my birthday by slipping a gift into my bag on my birthday. How could I forget that? That was the best thing that could have happened to me that day. Your words of encouragement has been lasting on the birthday card.
Once, you dropped an easter egg into my locker. I also asked you if u left ur egg there. Hahaha! Wha, I never knew it was for me lor... But still you really caught me blur. You're one person who I can share alot of my thoughts with. And there were times u would mumble ur academic woes to me. I cannot remember how many times I went up to you and disturb you with lame stuff and u counter it with ur own sense of lameness. Hahahaha. To all my readers out there: I'm proud to present to you.... Lim Lilian!
Hehehehe
No cell group is complete without bouncers.
Give it up for the babes of N178!!!!!!
And there... no story is ever complete without the full picture. Introducing to you, N178!
Scarlet White, this picture will sell well. It's beautiful.... what a sight to behold.
My dad, my dad, my dad! He's the man, he's the hero, he's everything in my life I could ask for!
That's Simon Phillips! Argubly the best rock drummer in the world (I'm serious), he's the front man for the band Toto, who played music that blewed my mind into pieces that same night. Can you believe it... he's shorter than me! Hahaha
Professor Ho Hwee Long, hahaha... he's the nice man for the NIE band. He's been conducting for as long as National Junior College was established! To think I missed him completely in my college days?!
That's the legendary BILLY COBHAM! Oh my goodness, wat an awesome privilege to meet him! A drummer in a class of his own, he has help shaped jazz drumming in the 70s. And that was legend-to-be Ben Lim in yellow top standing next to him! Of course not to mention me on the right...
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Sometimes, I would question my self identity when things go very wrong. I'm very human, and I make the most human of all mistakes. Mistakes that sometimes inconveniences others. Mistakes that put me in a rut, and mistakes that embarrass me. Mistakes that became cornerstones in my life.
Is it about matching up to the expectations of others? Sometimes, people assume the very best in a situation, and I can't meet up to it. I'm sorry to those who I've let down.
But all in all, mistakes are a parcel of life. I'm still learning, and I've grown through them, and avoiding some of them in the future. It has made me a person I am today cause of something called experience. I'm so thankful for the person I am today because of the man I was yesterday.
I was walking to Jurong Point, and one thing that hit me was this, that my voice was just as loud as others, despite what others may say, and how they say it. How spiritual I am with God NEVER qualifies me to having a louder voice over others. No, it doesn't work that way. Love speaks louder than the loudest words. I can learn something from somebody, even from the man who sells tissue paper along the street. God gave us all a voice, and we have a right to exercise that voice and say what we feel, and not thinking that we are too insignificant to do it since we are not "up there" enough.
C'mon, the moment is now. Take your voice, hone it to the best you know. Voices translated to positive action leaves a legacy that echoes through eternity. If you should die now, die proud, knowing you shouted the best you know how. And that's what it's all about.
Is it about matching up to the expectations of others? Sometimes, people assume the very best in a situation, and I can't meet up to it. I'm sorry to those who I've let down.
But all in all, mistakes are a parcel of life. I'm still learning, and I've grown through them, and avoiding some of them in the future. It has made me a person I am today cause of something called experience. I'm so thankful for the person I am today because of the man I was yesterday.
I was walking to Jurong Point, and one thing that hit me was this, that my voice was just as loud as others, despite what others may say, and how they say it. How spiritual I am with God NEVER qualifies me to having a louder voice over others. No, it doesn't work that way. Love speaks louder than the loudest words. I can learn something from somebody, even from the man who sells tissue paper along the street. God gave us all a voice, and we have a right to exercise that voice and say what we feel, and not thinking that we are too insignificant to do it since we are not "up there" enough.
C'mon, the moment is now. Take your voice, hone it to the best you know. Voices translated to positive action leaves a legacy that echoes through eternity. If you should die now, die proud, knowing you shouted the best you know how. And that's what it's all about.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Don Henley - The End Of The Innocence
Remember when the days were long
And rolled beneath a deep blue sky
Didn't have a care in the world
With mommy and daddy standin' by
But "happily ever after" fails
And we've been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers dwell on small details
Since daddy had to fly
But I know a place where we can go
That's still untouched by men
We'll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the wind
You can lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
O' beautiful, for spacious skies
But now those skies are threatening
They're beating plowshares into swords
For this tired old man that we elected king
Armchair warriors often fail
And we've been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers clean up all details
Since daddy had to lie
But I know a place where we can go
And wash away this sin
We'll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the wind
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair spill all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
Who knows how long this will last
Now we've come so far, so fast
But, somewhere back there in the dust
That same small town in each of us
I need to remember this
So baby give me just one kiss
And let me take a long last look
Before we say goodbye
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
Remember when the days were long
And rolled beneath a deep blue sky
Didn't have a care in the world
With mommy and daddy standin' by
But "happily ever after" fails
And we've been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers dwell on small details
Since daddy had to fly
But I know a place where we can go
That's still untouched by men
We'll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the wind
You can lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
O' beautiful, for spacious skies
But now those skies are threatening
They're beating plowshares into swords
For this tired old man that we elected king
Armchair warriors often fail
And we've been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers clean up all details
Since daddy had to lie
But I know a place where we can go
And wash away this sin
We'll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the wind
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair spill all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
Who knows how long this will last
Now we've come so far, so fast
But, somewhere back there in the dust
That same small town in each of us
I need to remember this
So baby give me just one kiss
And let me take a long last look
Before we say goodbye
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
Monday, July 17, 2006
THE PEOPLE WHO ROCKED, AND STILL ROCK, AND WILL ROCK FOREVER ALWAYS (I hope)
I just wanna write some stuff about some people, a tribute of their goodness in my life =D
Ben, my friend, my helper. We have gone back a long while since primary school. Who would have thought we would be reaquainted outside a billiard center 5 years ago? We been though so many stuff together in cell group. Thank you for yonever ur genuine concern, your help has been absolutely indispensible. You are like a brother I had! We'll grow even further together. It's a chapter in my destiny.
Bro Boon, you are unmistakably a hero in my life. Everything that I do in drums, you have a hand in it, that stretches deep into the very core of and the basis of what I do. Thank you SO MUCH for such an exciting journey, for your advice even when it's been the most inconvenient time. Your effort has made me every bit the drummer I am today. My grade 8 pass is especially a testament and dedication to your hard work and sacrifice. Your concern for my life in the toughest times has been indispensible.
Luke, the man of many words, you are a genius in the realm of digital circuitry. You are like the first person I find for anything electrical cause you know so much. But more than that, you are a real brother, a real friend with great wisdom following your character. We were there for each other in prayer when the going gets tough, and sometimes seemingly impossible situations. But God's a good God after all, and you pulled through things miraculously. Your advice has been helping me in so many areas, and thank you.
Miss Joanne Toh, you are absolutely amazing. I was telling ben, if I was a big bully, the last person I would bully is you, and even so, I would think for hours before deciding not to. Ben said he feels like he's sinning if he does bully you. Haha. You are a lady of great servanthood, a person who isn't afraid of failure and charging ahead to make impossiblities possible. Toastmasters, promotion, blessings... what's next? There can be no end.
Jing Jing, you have such a gentle spirit in you. Talking to you is always easy. You are relatable, down to earth, and you're just real la. It's hard to find people as real as you these days. I've got tons to learn from you still. Hahaha.
Alvina, or Alviana, or Esther... how many names u got??!! You are a super crazy girl. Hahaha. You got so much energy it flows out from your face literally. C'mon, let's rock the cell group together. Let's go. Learning's a journey, and I'm glad to learn together with you.
Virginia Virginia Virginia... hahaha. How did we meet? Just by seating next to you at a briefing seminar?! It's amazing.. Did God reserve a seat for me there so I can invite you for cell 3 months later? You are such a wonderful girl, full of life in your own way, an innocent girl deep in thoughts all the time. I really enjoyed your company during those times we studied together or have lunches or dinners or whatever meal u call it. Train rides to cell and church have never been more exciting with you around. If you're reading this, come back from US safe ok?
Scarlet White, yes, the band whom I love and found my musical home in. You guys are absolutely the best musicians I could ever work with. There can be no better privilege working with people like Jessel, Cheng Jun, Eigene, Sherlyn, Luke, and Wei Tian. You all have stretched me, moulded me, and changed my way of thinking in a musical sense.
Eigene, your music theory is mind blowing. Is there a 8th musical wonder in the world, or is it you?
Jessel aka Ayam, the man on the frontline getting his face filmed for all to see on talentime. You are an awesome brother, so funny and down to earth. Possibly the most down to earth guy I know.
Cheng Jun, you are a man of great wisdom. You have been awesome as a guitarist. The song you wrote... FIR wants it?! It's amazing
Sherlyn, the lady with great vocals and great talent and great looks, there's no limit to how far you can go. You have such great servanthood in you.
Wei Tian, I also know you for some time, dating back CCH. You have grown so much musically, now even playing for main service! Drums + bass, they are inseparable la. I need you man.
Joel Li, man, we also go a long time back. You are the best guy friend I have in JC. You're the man. You are unique in your own way. I absolutely enjoy your company!
Lynnette Li! Wahaha, I never see you for so long except online, but somehow always can chat with you online, and you are a SUPER interesting conversationalist. You are a lady of great wisdom, and so real as a person. I'm not flattering you. It's true man! Haha
Lim Whye Heng, you are the best example of an antagonist. Everything I say, you must say something back opposite or oppose me... haha! But still, you are such a amazing friend and I feel when we talk serious stuff, it's really good talk.
Koh Qingqing, hahaha... We always talk lame stuff on our trips back from NIE band. You are a one of a kind girl that cannot found anywhere else. But you are a good friend, relatable, talkable, sharable, and u rock with the flute with your mouth. I know you do.
Wanqi, my coursemate of MSE, I just only got to know you. You really REALLY really really REALLY love your family! I've not literally seen a person more attached to a family more than you. It's a very good thing. Quiet as you are, you are very sincere and honest in your thoughts and actions, you have a lame side that is unknown. Hahaha. Gelare waffles with you again next time ok? And you can tell me more about the chemicals you smell at Jurong Island.
Junsheng!!! Oei! Have lunch again leh? You dunno how much I enjoy your company. Serious leh. Very easy to talk to you, very happy go lucky. I won't forget friends like you one.
Hehehehe.... so in summary, some of my friends who rock. You guys are awesome man. What can I say more??
I just wanna write some stuff about some people, a tribute of their goodness in my life =D
Ben, my friend, my helper. We have gone back a long while since primary school. Who would have thought we would be reaquainted outside a billiard center 5 years ago? We been though so many stuff together in cell group. Thank you for yonever ur genuine concern, your help has been absolutely indispensible. You are like a brother I had! We'll grow even further together. It's a chapter in my destiny.
Bro Boon, you are unmistakably a hero in my life. Everything that I do in drums, you have a hand in it, that stretches deep into the very core of and the basis of what I do. Thank you SO MUCH for such an exciting journey, for your advice even when it's been the most inconvenient time. Your effort has made me every bit the drummer I am today. My grade 8 pass is especially a testament and dedication to your hard work and sacrifice. Your concern for my life in the toughest times has been indispensible.
Luke, the man of many words, you are a genius in the realm of digital circuitry. You are like the first person I find for anything electrical cause you know so much. But more than that, you are a real brother, a real friend with great wisdom following your character. We were there for each other in prayer when the going gets tough, and sometimes seemingly impossible situations. But God's a good God after all, and you pulled through things miraculously. Your advice has been helping me in so many areas, and thank you.
Miss Joanne Toh, you are absolutely amazing. I was telling ben, if I was a big bully, the last person I would bully is you, and even so, I would think for hours before deciding not to. Ben said he feels like he's sinning if he does bully you. Haha. You are a lady of great servanthood, a person who isn't afraid of failure and charging ahead to make impossiblities possible. Toastmasters, promotion, blessings... what's next? There can be no end.
Jing Jing, you have such a gentle spirit in you. Talking to you is always easy. You are relatable, down to earth, and you're just real la. It's hard to find people as real as you these days. I've got tons to learn from you still. Hahaha.
Alvina, or Alviana, or Esther... how many names u got??!! You are a super crazy girl. Hahaha. You got so much energy it flows out from your face literally. C'mon, let's rock the cell group together. Let's go. Learning's a journey, and I'm glad to learn together with you.
Virginia Virginia Virginia... hahaha. How did we meet? Just by seating next to you at a briefing seminar?! It's amazing.. Did God reserve a seat for me there so I can invite you for cell 3 months later? You are such a wonderful girl, full of life in your own way, an innocent girl deep in thoughts all the time. I really enjoyed your company during those times we studied together or have lunches or dinners or whatever meal u call it. Train rides to cell and church have never been more exciting with you around. If you're reading this, come back from US safe ok?
Scarlet White, yes, the band whom I love and found my musical home in. You guys are absolutely the best musicians I could ever work with. There can be no better privilege working with people like Jessel, Cheng Jun, Eigene, Sherlyn, Luke, and Wei Tian. You all have stretched me, moulded me, and changed my way of thinking in a musical sense.
Eigene, your music theory is mind blowing. Is there a 8th musical wonder in the world, or is it you?
Jessel aka Ayam, the man on the frontline getting his face filmed for all to see on talentime. You are an awesome brother, so funny and down to earth. Possibly the most down to earth guy I know.
Cheng Jun, you are a man of great wisdom. You have been awesome as a guitarist. The song you wrote... FIR wants it?! It's amazing
Sherlyn, the lady with great vocals and great talent and great looks, there's no limit to how far you can go. You have such great servanthood in you.
Wei Tian, I also know you for some time, dating back CCH. You have grown so much musically, now even playing for main service! Drums + bass, they are inseparable la. I need you man.
Joel Li, man, we also go a long time back. You are the best guy friend I have in JC. You're the man. You are unique in your own way. I absolutely enjoy your company!
Lynnette Li! Wahaha, I never see you for so long except online, but somehow always can chat with you online, and you are a SUPER interesting conversationalist. You are a lady of great wisdom, and so real as a person. I'm not flattering you. It's true man! Haha
Lim Whye Heng, you are the best example of an antagonist. Everything I say, you must say something back opposite or oppose me... haha! But still, you are such a amazing friend and I feel when we talk serious stuff, it's really good talk.
Koh Qingqing, hahaha... We always talk lame stuff on our trips back from NIE band. You are a one of a kind girl that cannot found anywhere else. But you are a good friend, relatable, talkable, sharable, and u rock with the flute with your mouth. I know you do.
Wanqi, my coursemate of MSE, I just only got to know you. You really REALLY really really REALLY love your family! I've not literally seen a person more attached to a family more than you. It's a very good thing. Quiet as you are, you are very sincere and honest in your thoughts and actions, you have a lame side that is unknown. Hahaha. Gelare waffles with you again next time ok? And you can tell me more about the chemicals you smell at Jurong Island.
Junsheng!!! Oei! Have lunch again leh? You dunno how much I enjoy your company. Serious leh. Very easy to talk to you, very happy go lucky. I won't forget friends like you one.
Hehehehe.... so in summary, some of my friends who rock. You guys are awesome man. What can I say more??
Saturday, July 15, 2006
A job that pays $80 for officially an 8 hour job? It's almost unheard of in my world of job hunting at least. But God was a good God. See, I told you right?
So I went down to Marina Square today at 10am. I was told by my friend abt distributing tags to running contestants for a race, so even though details were sketchy, at the back of my mind I was wondering why would I be paid so much to issue stuff to people. And I soon found out...
Firstly, I was quite surprised that there was actually a quarter marathon organised specifically for girls called the Shape Run.. It was unheard of in Singapore. I think SAAA made a right choice to promote it as a sport that can be done in a more relax and comfortable setting. Similar to the army camp, where the majority of the population were guys, this ones different. I have NEVER saw a greater congregation of women than today. If you are thinking of funny stuff about me, cut the crap runnin in your head. I was there professionally as a professional helper.
People of all sorts thronged the counter. It was quite an experience going down to the very specific details the customer want. Some are fussy, and some refuse to take no for an answer. It was very interesting, yet tiring at times. Like now... I'm straying away into the unconscious. So take care.. to be continued... haha.
So I went down to Marina Square today at 10am. I was told by my friend abt distributing tags to running contestants for a race, so even though details were sketchy, at the back of my mind I was wondering why would I be paid so much to issue stuff to people. And I soon found out...
Firstly, I was quite surprised that there was actually a quarter marathon organised specifically for girls called the Shape Run.. It was unheard of in Singapore. I think SAAA made a right choice to promote it as a sport that can be done in a more relax and comfortable setting. Similar to the army camp, where the majority of the population were guys, this ones different. I have NEVER saw a greater congregation of women than today. If you are thinking of funny stuff about me, cut the crap runnin in your head. I was there professionally as a professional helper.
People of all sorts thronged the counter. It was quite an experience going down to the very specific details the customer want. Some are fussy, and some refuse to take no for an answer. It was very interesting, yet tiring at times. Like now... I'm straying away into the unconscious. So take care.. to be continued... haha.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
It's funny how so many of my appointments get cancelled this week. I couldn't even keep count. 2 appointments at the same time got cancelled. Then some cluttered up having me to choose. This is nothing short of a bizzare week.
Anyway, some weeks back, I went to Jurong Point to have a meal before going to a studio. So being alone, I left my bag on a chair and walked off. OF COURSE, I knew the dangers of keeping a bag there, but I have no choice, and I constantly looked at my bag even as I was ordering my food. So as I went to order my noodles, I turned my head for a few seconds to pay, and to my horror, as I turned back, my bag was gone!
Some old man in short pants stole my bag! That guy has been standing next to my seat all along, and he was watching me... That sly fox... given a chance I would have lit his tail on fire. Anyway, I left my Lam's noodles on the table under the not so loving care of a girl who keep telling me she din see anything. And I took off...
It was the first time I sweat it out at a place different from a running track, I've run the complex twice, but I couldn't spot the guy. Inside contains all my exam material and studio keys, I lose it means I fail the exam. That simple.. And I was crying out to God, get my bag back, even as I prayed, I knew it would take one big miracle to get it back.
So at my wits end, I hung around Coffee bean, and I saw 2 policemen. Cut the story short, my bag got lost at 6.30pm. Report filed at 7.30pm. And somehow, after the ordeal, I went back into the shopping centre hoping against hope, praying. And I took a turn up to the escalator... and to my amazement....
I SAW A POLICEMAN HOLDING MY BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was totally blown away... I couldn't believe it. I told the officer..."sir, that's my bag!" and I showed him my investigation card. For the next few moments, 4 to 5 policemen gathered ard me, and I was made to look like a bad guy as i scanned through my bag.
I lost my bag at 6.30pm, prayed like never before, and I got back my bag just before 8.30pm. My bag was recovered in less than 2 hours. You think it's a coincidence? I really don't think so. To lose a bag in JP is like dropping your teeth in the deep blue sea.. you can hardly find it. If anything, that's the miraculous power of prayer.
Today, my bag lies beside me safely, and it is a wonderful testimony of how exciting a christian walk can be. God believes in the miraculous and impossible. Parting the red sea was as simple as sneezing to Him, what so my bag. Think about it.
I've learnt several things apart from being less careless:
1. Lam's noodles served cold taste bad.
2. Running in the shopping complex still makes u sweat, even if it has aircon.
3. A policeman holds the pen and paper more than their pistols.
4. When the thief saw my bible in my bag, he's probably intimidated by it.
Anyway, some weeks back, I went to Jurong Point to have a meal before going to a studio. So being alone, I left my bag on a chair and walked off. OF COURSE, I knew the dangers of keeping a bag there, but I have no choice, and I constantly looked at my bag even as I was ordering my food. So as I went to order my noodles, I turned my head for a few seconds to pay, and to my horror, as I turned back, my bag was gone!
Some old man in short pants stole my bag! That guy has been standing next to my seat all along, and he was watching me... That sly fox... given a chance I would have lit his tail on fire. Anyway, I left my Lam's noodles on the table under the not so loving care of a girl who keep telling me she din see anything. And I took off...
It was the first time I sweat it out at a place different from a running track, I've run the complex twice, but I couldn't spot the guy. Inside contains all my exam material and studio keys, I lose it means I fail the exam. That simple.. And I was crying out to God, get my bag back, even as I prayed, I knew it would take one big miracle to get it back.
So at my wits end, I hung around Coffee bean, and I saw 2 policemen. Cut the story short, my bag got lost at 6.30pm. Report filed at 7.30pm. And somehow, after the ordeal, I went back into the shopping centre hoping against hope, praying. And I took a turn up to the escalator... and to my amazement....
I SAW A POLICEMAN HOLDING MY BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was totally blown away... I couldn't believe it. I told the officer..."sir, that's my bag!" and I showed him my investigation card. For the next few moments, 4 to 5 policemen gathered ard me, and I was made to look like a bad guy as i scanned through my bag.
I lost my bag at 6.30pm, prayed like never before, and I got back my bag just before 8.30pm. My bag was recovered in less than 2 hours. You think it's a coincidence? I really don't think so. To lose a bag in JP is like dropping your teeth in the deep blue sea.. you can hardly find it. If anything, that's the miraculous power of prayer.
Today, my bag lies beside me safely, and it is a wonderful testimony of how exciting a christian walk can be. God believes in the miraculous and impossible. Parting the red sea was as simple as sneezing to Him, what so my bag. Think about it.
I've learnt several things apart from being less careless:
1. Lam's noodles served cold taste bad.
2. Running in the shopping complex still makes u sweat, even if it has aircon.
3. A policeman holds the pen and paper more than their pistols.
4. When the thief saw my bible in my bag, he's probably intimidated by it.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You'll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in the fields of gold
So she took her love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold
Will you stay with me, will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
Well forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in the fields of gold
See the west wind move like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth
Among the fields of gold
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that Ive broken
But I swear in the days still left
Well walk in the fields of gold
Well walk in the fields of gold
Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold
Youll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in the fields of gold
When we walked in the fields of gold
When we walked in the fields of gold
Yeah! That's my bandmates man Scarlet White...with 4 handsome dudes and 2 pretty babes you can't ask for more. A picture before we got on stage for a competition. Ed Hardy must be so proud of us.. this is free advertisement for a very cool but expensive shirt. Truly we rocked the universe with our music, but that day it has to start with make-up. I totally hated it, cause I'm so fair already man. Apart from that, it was a mighty fine performance that day. It really rocked down the house. I thought I saw the roof lifted up for a moment.
Yeah, I just came home, and what a day it was, seeing my good friend Donny convocating. I guess in NUS they called it Commencement intstead of Convocation. Someday, I would love to be in his shoes. It's 2 more years before i can wear the coveted batman suit.
My month of June was pretty much a rollercoaster ride. There was something I heard of something which I wish I would never hear again. I couldn't sleep for several days on end. It was a circumstance that had changed my life.. something that will made me stronger instead of weaker. Because of a good God that promises His good gifts to all his children.. What a promise!
I have to guard my heart well. Satan does hit at you when you are at your lowest point. In all these, my self esteem was questioned, and my emotions were at war against myself on these points.
I guess that's all I want to say. Life is really about learning and becoming better. I saw people dying away in disappointment and hijacking their destiny. I want to live a life where I leave behind a legacy, where people know that their lives have been impacted by me. A dream bigger than myself, and my ambitions and aspirations. My closer friends would know about this.. haha.
Destiny is never a predetermination. You may be phophesied upon, saying that you will be the next Billy Graham. But it's your choice, YOUR CHOICE, to walk that road that's ever brighter onto the shining sun. No amount of prophesy will force you to do the right thing. It's like walking on a road, and the wrong choice you make will cause you to stumble into a pit. Sometimes, the pit is so deep, it takes years to climb out. And you never get the chance to experience the fullest of life that was before you if you haven't jumped in. Don't go into a pit because of feelings. I've went there, and only to find bitterness and empty promises at the end. It is always easier to free fall into a hole compared to walking under the bright sun. Do what you know is right.
But God knows the way. He has done all the math =)
Hi guys, haven't really been posting stuff up in a very long while, and I thought it would be great to share with you guys what's on my heart for the past few weeks! IF you want to read la of course... it's full of yabadaba crap of crapping crap.
First and foremost, this whole month of June has been bittersweet for me. It's like no June on earth for me since I got born. I was busy preparing for my music exam that was to come on the 26 June. In the midst of all this, I toiled hours at a time practicing the same song over and over again. I can tell you it's not a pleasant experience, cause I never found the exam pieces very musical or inspirational, the first time I listened to it I thought it was for children to hear or something. It was bizzare!
But anyhow, I have to force myself to upload on my Mp3 player, and listen to it at least a hundred times to get comfortable with what I was going to play. It was mighty painful painful painful, cause I love improvisation, and playing things that requires an input of feel, especially with praise and worship. You guys probably won't know, but I would cry as I minister to the Lord. Drums is not NOISE, like some drum teacher once said otherwise, but in reality it is an instrument that draws and creates an atmosphere for a band to go even further. And I'm aware of that important role. Bad drummer = bad band. It's that simple.
And so, I created myself a platform for the examiner that day, and I prayed and prayed not just for favour, that I may draw down the presence of God with my music. I was nervous man, I couldn't stop smiling, it was like a mask, I knew this was important. It could be the beginning of a new career.
I did stumble...bits and pieces here and there... to my dismay.
I did the best I've could.
I was in a blank for a while..
I wanted to know how I did.
The examiner: " Don't worry too much about it." I dunno what that means..
And so with that statment the examiner left me hanging on my own tree until
2 weeks later... and I receive a letter as I came back from Pagalang. Somehow my heart wasn't pounding, though it was full of expectancy. Strange when u are hoping like mad.
I collected my results after what seemed like an eternal bus ride to Orchard.
79/100.. A pass with merit......!!
Seriously, I still cannot believe it. I never taken any drum grade exams before. This was my first. This is a mighty miracle, not because of how good I am. I have a lot of favour from The Boss up there in heaven too, things I thought I flop I've made it!! Woohoo!
And so, I've got my Grade 8 in drum kit! So many of my doors with that, and I'm so thankful.
And so, the quest for understand some basic music theory begins, and beginning with Eigene's post on chord progession, I have not a single idea what she's talking about. But I'm sure it sounds nice. Ha.
And of course.. there are bitter times... which I will post it up again soon. Hehe, Lynnette, I know you're been wanting me to keep this blog updated. Yeah!
Gabriel
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